We can either be filled with remorse at the things we did not do or could have done or should have done or.... we learn from the past by picking ourselves back up in moving forward with a heart that will say: "Never again will we turn away from you, give us life and we will call upon you."-Ps 80:18 (NJB). This is not an easy task, but it is a doable duty, for we find ourselves being trained day after day to distinguish the voice of the Father 'who art in Heaven...' unceasingly, from the multitude of voices that surrounds. We find ourselves being trained in the art of wondering if our daily whereabouts are hallowing His name, so that His Kingdom to which we belong through baptism when we were covered with the merits of our Lord Jesus Christ by the power of the Holy Spirit may come. We find our souls being stirred to live out a vision that is holding us, and thus in the words of our Holy Father Pope Francis, we '... at times know what we owe to do, but we do not have the courage to do it or it seems to us too difficult, because it means swimming against the tide [...] The spirit of the Risen Christ drove out fear from the apostles' hearts and impelled them to leave the upper room in order to spread the Gospel...'
So it seems that each of us is called to witness in different ways though they will all be complementary or might come across as if we were doing the same things. St Paul did mention that we are all given different gifts, but we are all here to build the body of Christ whether within Mother Church or from the Church to those who surrounds within the society that we live in day after day. Over the past few years, you've seen me grow in many ways, however with the same and unending desire to do all things with Christ at the center because I am honoured to dwell in the heart of His Blessed Mother. Year after year, different talents of mine have unfolded, some being desires I have yearned for, and other being graces I've discovered. All this has also shaped my character in a way for through the intercession of Saint Teresa of Avila, I came to understand and still, day after day, learn to 'be gentle to all and stern with (myself)'. However, it fosters within us growing attitude of focus, if I may say; an awareness toward matters we might have never paid attention to before. How glorious it is!
Until I hear from you, remember that "the world offers comfort, but you were not made for comfort; you were made for greatness." - Pope Emeritus Benedict XVI.
Fanny Magnificat
