Immersed in the Ocean of His Mercy ( 2 of 3)

Part II: Experiencing His Mercy…

My mother has often said that a harder a pilgrimage is, the mother blessings you get. However, she hoped the Holy Trinity would be clement with me; I smiled suspecting our good Lord and Saviour would do the complete opposite, and so it was. Whether I was able to offer the Lord a little or a bit, He would take it all. I was emptied in every way spiritually, emotionally, physically, intellectually, and you name it. Our journey began in the diocese of Warsaw in the small village outside of Warsaw called Podkowa-Lesna at the parish of St Christopher. The parishioners had prepared themselves so well to welcome us only the Lord had to cause disturbances to their plans at time . Obviously I stayed in a host family and was paired with two other sisters in Christ from the same group.

Warsaw Uprising Museum

Sanctuary of JPII Entrance, Lagewniki, Krakow

The highlights of our intense missionary days there were our visit at the tomb of Blessed Jerzy Popielusko, the bike ride, my discovery of a little chapel in the museum of Warsaw where I paused and prayed, and the Sendoff mass in Warsaw. The lessons drawn from these were that you may not be going at the pace of everyone else. The pains you are experiencing and your sufferings may cause you to desire to quit, but God will get you where you ought to be in the fullness of his time. The gift given to me by the Holy Spirit  to enter the stadium for the sendoff mass from Warsaw to Krakow taught me that I must not rely on what I see, but trust that God will make a Way where there seem to be no way. These I’ve come to call the parables of my pilgrimage.
Then, our team headed to Krakow. The pilgrimage spirit was beyond intense, so much so that I was no longer waiting to find myself in churches to offer the prayer requests entrusted to me. It became an ongoing exercise during our daily walks over kms that ruined one of the two pairs of shoes I brought. From intense catecheses to the discovery of the many saints and blessed Poland gave the church such as St John Cantius, Blessed Mother Sophie, and more. Praising and worshipping the Lord was a highlight just as praying as a group, on while walking in the rain with other pilgrims to Blonia field or the largest field called Campus Misericordia was enriching.
 Our steps took us to Lagewniki where was erected the sanctuary of St John Paul II, and from there, we walked to the Shrine of Divine Mercy. New and holy friendships were formed during that week, even after the week our good Lord blessed the plans I had to further stay in Krakow by successfully allowing to see the home of St John Paul II in Wadowicie, the salts mine in Wielicka and increase the lessons of patience and mercy by uniting me to the face of the suffering in the concentrations camps of Auschwitz.

Auschwitz II

  Auschwitz was indeed the peak of mercy; I gave thanks to the Lord for that privilege. Auschwitz was the peak of mercy; a friend there said every leader should be taken to Auschwitz to understand the impact of their every decision. The long awaited trip to Czestochowa during which I thank our Blessed Mother for saving my life, and entrusted myself wholly to her again took place. I was in Czestochowa for four days, and it indeed took me that time to see the whole monastery of Jasna Gora. Not only she led me there safe by leading me to the right train and sent people to bless to take the right transportation, but I was privileged through the encouragement of a Brother from the order of St Paul to kneel right at the feet of the miraculous image of our Lady. What a moment I will forever cherish!
Thank you Poland for time spent with you in growing spiritually. It will probably take the next three years to unpack all I experienced. It will probably take pages to journal more of how the Holy Trinity stripped me to pour anew within me, but until then I was excited about the last stop of this pilgrimage; Prague. I was about to stay in the land of the Infant Jesus.

(Infant Jesus) Prague, Czech Republic

Prague, O dear Prague. You nurtured me. It was so cold I had to get myself a sweater after resting for few days. Under the patronage of St Ignatius of Loyola, I was well hosted in one of the Jesuits accommodation. Miracles happened one after the other that helped tremendously with both my recovery and my stay there. God sent friendships bloomed my way. I was privileged to visit the monastery Our Lady Victorious where the Infant Jesus resides. Oh how, I knelt at his feet moved deep from within. Our good Lord when I look back was ensuring that I taste every aspect of his mercy. At my surprise, when visiting an old historical site, Vyserhad, I discovered there was a cemetery and I was blessed to pray there with the friends that accompanied me. At that moment, I thought to myself, Lord, I should include in my pilgrimages from now on a visit to the faithful departed if possible. The planned visits to local monasteries and other local sites, churches, bridges were a gift within this pilgrimage that sealed itself with time in creation by thanking God for sites such as Karlovy Vary (reputed for its mineral waters) and the Zoo of Prague, and with the opportunity to practice different types of almsgiving.
Alas, my pilgrimage ended with a special blessing from St Ignatius of Loyola who spoiled me with gifts through the organizers of the retreat House.

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Immersed in the Ocean of His Mercy (1 of 3)

Few weeks back, I was asked to share with one of the local ministries my pilgrimage journey at World Youth Day this past summer. As I reflected on how the theme ‘Blessed are the merciful for they shall obtain mercy’ manifested itself in my life, the image that came was that of an immersion. I wondered in prayer what the Lord meant by immersion when the understanding that was spoken to me was this: ‘You see an immersion does not leave any part of you untouched, whereas a shower flows surfaces your being. So I prayerfully asked the Holy Spirit to unpack it for me under the guidance of our Lady.
You see this fourth beatitude ‘Blessed are the merciful for they shall obtain mercy’ from the sermon of Jesus on the mountain can be either overwhelming for some of us or quite simplistic for others. However, in the narrative presented to us by Matthew 5:7, it could be easy for us to say ‘Oh Yes, I know about being merciful. I’ve been practicing all the corporal works of mercy during this year of mercy. I’m good. I counsel the doubtful, teach the ignorant, admonish sinners, comfort the sorrowful, forgive offences, patiently bear with troublesome people and pray to God for the living and the dead.’
Now what about the second part? Have we experienced what it means to obtain mercy? Have we paused to ponder on how God manifests His mercy in our life? Pope Francis tells us that the biblical concept of mercy also includes the tangible presence of love that is faithful, freely given and able to forgive (31st WYD, Pope Francis). This said, we could divide my pilgrimage in three different parts, the preparation phase, the journey and its fruits. I mean what I shared was definitively more extensive than what I am writing to you in this packed blog reflection on as we tend towards the end of this year of Mercy.

Part I: Fundraiser as preparation…
For me when I think of this past pilgrimage, it did not start when we got in the plane. No, I must say from the moment I answered the call to go, I was challenged to trust God with my finances. Yes indeed, my brain got busy with no destination to land at. Turning to the Lord in prayer, I was inspired to start an online fundraiser campaign. Mama mia! I was a bit discomforted, because I knew I was about to take on an out of comfort zone project. What will follow was the most amazing thing as I designed the online campaign, prayed over what perks I could reasonably offer including majorly copies of my book digitally and as paperback. The first few days, there were no answers, but GOD who leads never forsakes.
As I kept praying for our Lord to stir hearts towards my cause, and moves as He wills; He did what only He can. Doors began to open. I was given humble strength to persevere in knocking at doors. I was experiencing something I did not expect; others’ mercy towards my cause. Some were giving beyond my hope. Some were giving out of their little funds. You see, that journey was increasing me in virtues, because I had to practice humility in sharing my desire with others, and faith in the perks GOD was calling me to give. Some were lifting me in their prayers in ways that were simply moving. Some gave and wanted no perks at all, so I was writing every name because I knew deep down each person had something their hearts was yearning to present to the Lord.
Reflecting back in association with the words of our Holy Father Pope Francis, this was tangible love. This love was being freely given in every way possible. In the process, because my health conditions suddenly changed, I was also put in a place where I was led to practice mercy towards others by forgiving again and again in front of the Blessed Sacrament. It was a season when I surrendered both to the medical team (doctor, nurse) that were caring for me, meanwhile abandoning myself to the nurse of all nurses; our Blessed Mother (see my thanksgiving blog for more). However, our Lord who called to this trip strengthened me himself at our surprise so I could make the trip...                     Click to continue to Part 2 of 3...

My Soul is Thankful...

At our school retreat this fall, we were given right of the start time for silence with the Lord to assess our state. Venturing myself outside, I sat beneath one of Entheos' trees to reflect on the words spoken to us. When came the time to share, we were invited to answer this question:

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'How is your soul?'

The answer I shared with my peers then is so fitted for this day: 'My soul is tremendously thankful.' 

Oh my, my, my, YES! She is THANKFUL!!!
Yes, my soul is thankful, and so am I as well that our good Lord sustained me through it all. As said by St John Paul II in the Theology of the Body: 'The body, in fact, and only the body, is capable of making visible what is invisible: the spiritual and the divine.'(Man & Woman He created Them, 121). And since it is so, my being as well is manifesting one day at a time this thanksgiving. 
Dear one, each season of life comes with its highs and lows. In the highs, it is easy to trust God, but it is in the moments of uncertainty that our call to testify gets real.
And so it's been. And yes, I am thankful for the doors the Lord has opened for His glory, for the good of His people, and for my good. And Yes, I am also thankful for the doors that have closed. 
Oh my, I am thankful for the gift of community. You see, we can say that we need not to go to mass to worship God, but when trials hit. It takes a community of prayer and love to lift you to God. And so, I am also thankful to the Lord during the season of healing, and recovery, I tasted what it means to be prayerfully love by the Holy Trinity. The phone calls that flooded our home just because the Holy Spirit moved many to pray for my health. Going to mass and participating in the prayers of the faithfully has a whole new meaning, because mass after mass over the past few months, I've shared the beauty of being lifted and lifting others to the Lord during the Eucharistic celebration of the mass. God is Faithful!
Today, I am thankful because I've been witnessing in deeper ways again the Healing power of our Lord in the Eucharist, and the nursing skills of our Blessed Mother through the Rosary. I knew that God loves me, but He's allowed me to experience His love in ways that now moves me to joyful tears.
So today, my soul has experienced and continues to give thanks to the Lord in so many ways, and for so much...  Regardless of your circumstances today, be thankful to the Lord for He is with you.
Yes today, my soul is so thankful that Psalm 107's words have unceasingly been on my lips. Permit me to share an exerpt with you.. 

                '1Give thanks to the Lord for he is good,

                     His faithful love last forever...

                22Let them offer thanksgiving sacrifices,

                     and recount with shouts of joy 

                             what he has done! -Ps 107

I wish you each a Blessed and Holy Thanksgiving! 
Prayerfully and turkeylly... 
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My dear friends, 
it is one thing for me to say 'Don't mess with me or my Heavenly Father will deal with you.' Now, it is something else when my Lord and God stands & shows me clearly that He's got my back... Where am I going with this? heart emoticon
Few days ago (March 30), upon returning late from school, my mother sat and said that a dear Sister In Christ called for me. She shared that she had prayed all day long because she woke up with a dream about me: "In the dream, there were girls attempting to set me up with a guy. Our good Lord showed her these young ladies were not devoted to the Lord, and she saw clearly that the young man seemed Christlike, but he did not have a heart for God. So our good Lord was not in approval..." Ha! Ayayayayaya!!! smile emoticon
You see my friends, I could not doubt her because my Sister has true dreams. When God gives you a spiritual gift, it is not you who will say 'I have this...', and it is not for you, but the people of God. He'll hint you, but the people of God will testify. 
So when my mother gave me the message, I could not doubt a bit. First, I knew the Lord had been shielding me so much from attempts not pleasing to him especially lately, and at times, I would notice later. Next, I believed that our good Lord was probably warning me through her and asking more than ever vigilance since yesterday in the morning, the same thing arose while making my way to school with another Sister in Christ of mine and my classmate. This was twice in the same day! Ha! My friends, give thanks to the Lord who affirms again and again that He is in charge of our future, and who protect us until victory be given to Him His way. So today, I thought I'd invite you to pray with me...
Dear Lord, 
I do not know what surrounds me. I do not see what you see, but I thank you for the guardian angel you've assigned to me who follows closely your instructions.  I thank you for the Holy men and women you've set on my path who are constantly interceding for me, and are challenging me to WAIT on you, who are BELIEVING with me. Lord, you know my sister's gift and how it has blessed us and her family. You know it is not parable, so I offer whomever, girls or anyone who has fallen in the traps of manipulation when it comes to their relationship with you. Restore them in your heart and in your Mercy that they may experience your true Love and comprehend that Trust in you is what unlocks your heart, not manipulation. Restore their relationship with you that they fall in Love with you. Grant them to learn to simply present you with their hearts' desire, and trust that if it be your will it will come to pass your way, but not their way. 
Lord, we have become people who forget what it is like to trust in you. Waiting has become something that causes discomfort rather than a blessed journey. O Lord, teach whomever these girls are or these people that to come to you seeking after our desires is to worship our desires rather than worshiping you. And to that young man or any man, deliver him from such trap. Detach him and cause him to seek after your heart, Lord. Lead him to other godly brothers who will challenge him to be what you will first. That image you gave my sisters is the image is the reflection of many young men today. O Lord, many young men in my generation have forgotten what it truly is to long for you for who you are rather than for what you will give them. History has proven time and time again that those who use you Lord to fulfill their desires undeniably get hurt; Forgive us Lord for having become worshipers of our desires, for turning our desires into idols. Dear Lord,

 you've been clear when asking us to '... seek first (Your) kingdom and (Your) righteousness, and all these things will be added to you. So do not worry about tomorrow; for tomorrow will care for itself." -Mt 6:33. Lord, I do not understand the depths of this dream, so I present it back to seeing what we've been through, and believing in where you are wanting us to go. May you keep hiding me in our Lady's mantle as she crushes the head of every plot and instill stillness. May our Lady, the Undoer of knots, destroys today the knots of human tradition so that only my Catholic Tradition be given glory. May she destroys the knots of manipulation, maneuvering, pressure thus transforming hearts and minds during this Easter Season with a renewed focus on you. My Lord God, I offer you every struggle for every Single who has succumbed to the ways of the world. Renew their hope and their strength in you that they may walk secure in your ways. For those who are resisting human traditions, remind each and every one of us that You are indeed the Author of Our Love Story. May those of us you've blessed with a prolonged season of Singleness praise you and seek from you daily: "Lord, how can I bring your glory about today?" Grant me the grace to resist temptations till the day you affirm your will in my heart and through those coaching me to walk in your ways. We were born to know you, love you and serve you. Heavenly Father, I claim this day again that you are the AUTHOR of MY  LOVEheart emoticon STORY.  I claim this through our Lord Jesus Christ who is the Way, Truth and Life. I claim this by the power of the Holy Spirit. Yes, my Lord, You are Victorious...

Husband of Mine

Husband of my beloved sister

Christ humbled Himself

          Being a servant to His Bride the church

Thus every day is your responsibility

          Humongous to practice making Thyself

The

       Faithful Servant of

                                         Your family In Christ.

Husband of mine, faithfulness

Christ willed at any cost to show

the church His Bride I am gifted to be

Quiet he stood in the face of all offences

Just for me not once he made use of his

Divine power not once he manifested

Pride of his divine inheritance in the face of anger

Quiet he stared in the midst of their actions

            Not once he resisted the thorns the scourging

            Not once he complained of the deep wounds

All this to let his Bride the church his LOVE for her

Husband of mine do you understand

the Love Christ wills of you of you of you

calling yourself a Christian Man?

Husband of my beloved Sister

Am I painting well for you the calling you are bound

to once you embrace the sacrament of Marriage?

Christian husbands ain’t no longer ‘bout you

For centuries your focus  extended to your

Lady submission so much easier than yours

Christ now sends me to shift your attention

Back to him that you be a living witness of

His Love for the Church for your spouse

Deeper traveling I am taking you too

Your pride is not a reflection of his humility

Your  yelling not identical to his meekness

You serving the beatings to your wife

Disproportional to him served the beatings

I am sorry of the painting I am serving you

But the time has come for you to see

That which I’ve come to see so well

Once baptized you rose to Christian Man

Will you permit to be wounded for my friend?

Will you sacrifice yourself for my sister?

Will you stand when you loose face?

Will you ensure that I return to him bruises free?

Let us hold hands you and I

His Grace and Love we shall live

Reflecting daily Christ, my faithful Husband

Living daily in the Holy Spirit to be a picture

of his Merciful Love to your spouse in thy family

Husband of mine,

Friend of mine

Father of mine

Brother-in-Law of mine, Uncle of mine,

Grandfather of mine, plentiful is your mission

It’s all about Love

                      love Your wife as Christ has loved the Church his bride

you shall see His Glory fill The temple your home

You ABBA Father has established to manifest

His

                                         Passionate

and

                                                                         Fatherly Affection

AMEN! AMEN! AMEN!

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